[[ stuck ]]

How did I end up in this place?
This situation?
Is this really the life I prefer to lead?
Did I plan for this?
So many questions..
Don't have even a single answer..

Things are out of my hands..
And from now on..
I decide not to make plans anymore..
I’m going to live my life through the present..
I will disregard the future and just reminisce the past..
I will focus on the “now”..
I won’t let my previous decisions affect my current condition..
I choose to live a life without regrets and without inhibitions..
I will not complain and won’t even explain..
I intend to eliminate fear but still remain cautious..
I will laugh at the ugliest humor and be tough for the most downside of my day..

Everyday..
Life amuses me..
Surprises me and I guess..
Changes me as well..
But despite this continuous and consistent transmutation..
I will strive to take a grip on what consists of my psyche..
And though my reasons were altered and my ways were changed..
I will always take hold of my principles..
Be it from the past.. the present.. or the future..
Because these principles are what made me..
Is making me.. and will make me..
ME..

[date created--10/12/08]

[Qeshm, Iran]