dEm!

Earlier this afternoon I was composing an article, which I was supposed to post here in my blog. But I wasn’t able to finish it because I needed to go somewhere so I decided to get back to it this evening. So I went out and do what my mom asked me to do while still spending some thoughts about the article I’m writing. As soon as I got back I hurried into my room and turned my computer on and get back to what I started earlier. I reread the first two paragraphs I did and when I was to start typing again, something weird happened. I can’t finish even a single sentence. All the things I thought of writing earlier were gone. The words have left me. Something altered my thoughts. Could it be the sadness I’m feeling lately? Because lately I just came to realize that I’m not over my heartache completely. Lately it just came to me that I’m still waiting for something to happen, which is of course favorable to me. And just lately I realized how such stupid was I!
I am done being miserable. I’m done with the hunger strike and avoiding people thing but what’s bothering me now is the thought that I am still WAITING! Such a pathetic thought! Tomorrow is the BIG day. There is no turning back after tomorrow and all hopes are going to die out after tomorrow. TOMORROW SUCKS! As well as them!DEM!